反省

覺得自己有好多野都做得唔好。。。人又驕傲，又成日顧自己唔願幫人，脾氣又差，諗下諗下好嬲自己呀。

其實人真係唔可以靠自己，要依靠神先得，上帝呀，你幫我丫，我想做番好呀！

我女朋友真係好好，佢係我最愛既人！我想多啲時間陪佢呀！

有啲野係整定既

呢兩年我變左好多，唔知係好事定壞事。人大左，成日都好感慨，唔再好似以前咁無憂無慮，我想番番去以前呀。
唔知你宜家點呢？你做緊咩呢？

Points to note

Already seven weeks of training completed.  Dunno how I managed it, it was very tough at times.

The last week is not particularly good.  KKS was forced to resign, I feel outrageous, I just hope that he can pick himselves up and have a bright future.

On thrusday I was the squad commander, I was quite nervous.  I had a sore throat afterwards because I had to shout for 3 hours.  I am just glad that I didn't get much punishment and I don't have to be a squad commander for some time now!

I am so happy that I have such a supportive family and girlfriend.  My girlfriend is just excellent, she is the best woman in the world.  Today is our 17 month anniversary, I decided to buy her a present since I haven't done so for a long time.  I hope she will like it!

I love you so much!

訓練

已經訓練左一個月啦，諗番起真係好辛苦，唔知點捱過
真係好感恩，上帝既作為係好奇妙
屋企人同女朋友既支持好重要

好掛住以前atkins啲同事，我就係咁，失去左先想珍惜，好白痴

之前好想轉工，好喇俾你轉喇又嫌三嫌四

天下無不散之筵席

萬般捨不得，千言萬語盡在不言中，百般滋味在心頭。

實在感恩，神的恩典夠我用，上帝的安排永遠是最好的。感謝神，求上帝保守我可以繼續貢獻社會，保持一個為人服務的心態。

Offer

終於有offer啦。呢排諗左好多野，唔知做工程定IO好。真係好感恩，一路喺公司既際遇好順風順水，所有野都係最好既，呢啲野都係神賜俾我既。

多年泥既夢想入政府，考左咁多關。我決定要試一試，我唔試唔心息，第時實後悔。Dan講得啱，咪做兩年睇下啱唔啱自己，覺得唔啱咪做番工程囉。決定左就勇往直前，盡自己力，其餘就交俾神。真係，唔駛咁焦慮，因我有上帝！感謝神！

最近心情好複雜呀。千辛萬苦考既入境處仲未有消息，一有電話就心跳加速，雖然我睇到個來電顯示知唔係。希望快啲知啦。
膝頭仲係間唔中痛，宜家決定休息一段時間，希望快哈好番再跑番步。
最近啲關係麻嘛地，唉。

入境

最近又發生好多事。入境處上個禮拜左右開始call人做employment reference。一直都冇打俾我。每次有啲不知名既電話打黎我就好緊張。好擔心，又好期望收到call，等到都好無奈。

前日都諗住平常心，又唔係打定輸數，應該係諗通左。無論我做咩工，我都應該盡全力做好，上帝安排我喺咩崗位我都願意接受，因為雖然自己可能唔想，上帝既安排係最好既。

琴日兩點幾收到電話，又冇之前咁緊張，但都心情激動。雖然好多事都未確定，膝頭傷又未好哂，但我都唔理咁多，做好自己，上帝會幫我安排。

呢兩個禮拜體會左好多野，做人要有耐性，凡事唔可以操之過急，要有信心。睇論壇真係人生百態，有人好樂觀，有人好悲觀。梁啟超先生講既 “苦樂不在乎客觀的事，只在乎主觀的心“。係架，有好多時開心係一個選擇多過係一個感覺。

失去了你，贏得世界又如何

諗起好多野，自己罪孽深重。求神幫助我戰勝惡魔

同家人既關係麻嘛地，唉。
其實我好唔鍾意我爸，我好多年無同拒講過野，除左hi, bye，講左十句都唔知有無。我有時甚至係唔尊重拒。點算好？點解會gum。。。

忘了忘不了

千言萬語，不知從何説起，呼

重臨舊地

一年半喇, 我仲係未能放開,唉
感覺好陌生, 又好似冇離開過我咁,你掏空了我的心
你幾好嗎?
識左你七年有多喇, 由同學到情侶再到陌路人。。。

用左十年既msn退役lu...滿載回憶
人總是懷緬過去

呼

總算有個closure

再次見到你既 last seen today at....

百般滋味在心頭

害怕失敗.就要努力-------我就是相信作人要踏實、也要有理想。

You gotta get up

It doesn't matter how you get knocked down in life, because that's gonna happen, all that matters is you gotta get up.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=VrK5x7J35xI#t=28s

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xxrnrw_argo-wins-best-film-oscar-ben-affleck-s-acceptance-speech_lifestyle?search_algo=2#.US3_SzAzix0

10km

I always knew I could do it, but to actually do it is just fantastic.

52'54"

Working hard towards a goal and to achieve it is just great

一切只在乎堅持

一切只在乎堅持

So weird

Dunno how to say, I feel so weird.  Don't really like CNY.

Just glad to have passed the physical fitness test, it feels so good to have done my best and achieved it.

緊張

有啲緊張，神既恩典夠我用！

Life is like a dream

Sometimes I wonder what is my destiny, what I have done wrongly in the past, who am I, am I a good person.

Really, it's like a dream. How are you? Are you happy now? I really want to know. You know, I miss you so much, I care about you.

stay focus

Today, I started the real training for the physical test for the IO post.

To start off, I had a mock test with Chris.  I got 14 points, one point short of the passing score. Then I focus on the weak area, the squat thrust. And I really dig in to give my best.

Dunno why, I always lose my temper. When I can't see my girlfrie d, I miss her so much. But when I see her, I don't really feel excited and I lose my temoer easily. Very frustrated indeed.

Now, I need to stay focus on the main thing. Do the work out and work hard on proposal.

拖到最尾

最憎啲人做野拖到最尾，自己正經野又唔做